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Don't continue to the bottom if you haven't seen today's show....I am absolutely speechless right now and crying my eyes out!!!!!

First the good stuff, the aftermath of Billy/Vanessa's & Buzz/Lillian's wedding was fabulous!! Loved the speeches Josh and Frank gave.

Loved the other family/friends moments too...Buzz & Billy giving props to Alan...Josh telling everyone he was leaving for Venezuala, Reva/Josh dancing, Reva/Alan, Lillian/Alan...Sarah being introduced to everyone, especially the rest of her family.

The laughter, tears amongst the guests...seeing Vanessa greet Y&R's Kay and Michael who played a COUPLE on this eppy, lol...Nola, Bridget, Little Maureen with Matt...the little bit of Cyrus/Mel was sexy as hell...Olivia/Natalia didn't even bug me, but they were hardly heard or seen, lol...Alan with grandsons James & Rafe, Alan telling cutie Sarah she was safe...

Ok, I DIDN'T care for Beth and Phillip getting engaged, :::gag:::, but I figured that was coming, I also would have rather seen much more of Mel/Cyrus than Daisy/James but oh well...

But what absolutely KILLED me was the very last scene with Phillip & Alan...Phillip telling his dad he finally got what he meant by taking charge of his life and just be happy....only to see that Alan had died sitting on the bench.

I burst into tears!!! I hate they killed off Alan just as he was finally turning his life around, becoming a decent man, father, grandfather, friend...and human being.

But I guess that's life and shyt happens. My heart hurts though....the actors did this show justice...in fact, the past week and a half only pissed me off more that GL couldn't have been better all along...as it's been recently.

Man, I love you Ron Raines.

:*)