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Well, the medication didn't work. He was SO bad and Tuesday night was agonizing. I could literally hear him moan throughout night. He lost control of his bladder and back legs. I had to carry him (70 lbs) to the car. No matter how much pain he was in, he never snapped or growled or anything. He had such trust in me.

He actually died on the exam room table before they even injected him. My heart is breaking. He was the best dog ever...loved cats, dogs, any small animal really. He was obsessed with the tennis ball and swimming. He loved the vet, car rides, walks in the woods, and people! He went everywhere with me and never wanted to leave my side.

He was with me through all my cancer treatments and would just lay with me when I was too tired/sick to get off the couch. He never seemed to care as long as he was with me.

I came home without him and that is so incredibly painful that I can't even put it into words. I just miss him so much and I feel like I will never be able to stop crying. This sucks.